What is passed by, that’s what there is, desolate, silent.
And this thing, forever dragging iron chains over dull things
a train loaded with fire, eating iron, wearing iron, thinking iron.
Sitting up startled, I feel iron chains all around me.
The earth turns white, the moon is being interred
the funeral drags on forever.
The hurrying ones consumed by the monster
endure the endless frigid night that cinches inch by inch into flesh.
The earth jumps to welcome its damage
the light will be used up, everything that rumbles through the day is black.
The moon happens to open its triangular eye
night churns on.
On the turning train, the caboose lights up first
the mail car stuffed full of letters from home flashes bone.
It’s said that bones are worthless, a state of mind is worth millions.
Ah this mind, there is nothing it likes
it can only like the boundless black depths behind the night sky.
The train is too flustered to pick a track
it grasps the gilded silver-inlaid earth
for fear it will be thrown off, or soar up and crash back down.
Centipedes slide about, landing legs in the air, haha, in the pale moonlit night.
Under the shadow of ghosts, the train goes door to door knocking on glass
the white-cloaked train doesn’t let a single player off.
Who can quit this game,
refusals and fire and iron and the self that comes and goes all intertwine.
There isn’t much time.
Quartz burrows out from glass, quartz risks its life to make snow
the world is about to be exposed, all the trains are far away
and why do I still feel iron chains everywhere?
translated from Chinese by Eleanor Goodman